I would like to apologize for not posting last night. I have came down with the Flu type B so I was sleeping for most of the day. But either way here is another entry to my dreams/nightmares that is meant for the night before.
I woke up in my bed within the dorm. It was uncomfortably hot, perhaps it was becuase I was wearing all my clothes (does it really matter?), I slowly put my feet to the side of my bed and thrown on my shoes. Before leaveing the dorm I looked at the thermonitor, 120 degrees, how the hell can it get this hot on the side of a mountain? Either way I walked out into the beating hot sun and went down to the Rec. Hall to find Brianne. Lord it was hot I started to cough. I walked up to her and said---
Me: Hey. Hows it going?
Brianne:Oh its going ok... How are you?
I decided to suppress the cough soo she wouldn't ask me any questions about my health. Time to put on a big cheesy smile to top it off.
Me: I'm great! Nothing can get me down today.
Brianne: Thats good... Becuase I have some bad news for you...
Smile still holding.
Me: Oh what could that be?
Brianne: I have to stop seeing you.
Smile shattered and questions builded up. She walked away. My coughs started erupted from my throat like shot gun pellets from a barrel. I started walking after her but for some reason I was much slower all I could do was yell my questions to her.
Me: Why!? Is it becuase I'm always trying to see you? Am I too clingy? What is it?
For everyone's information I was never her boyfriend, never will be, all that is in a lost fantasy that has died long ago.
Me: Is it your boyfriend? Does he want you to stop, what about all our memories together? Is that mean nothing to you?
Little did I realize I was on my hands and knees, crawling after her, by each step she took she was getting further away from me. I was now gasping for air. Now I coughed, except this time my coughs brought blood. Soon after that I collapsed but I crawled on my stomach.
Me: Please answer me! Just answer that one question Brianne! --- Brianne....
I coughed up more blood. I started puking blood. I completely stopped in my tracks only to stare at her walking away. My vision was blurring.
Me: Brianne...
Thats the end of that.
 Langendorfer · Wed Feb 20, 2008 @ 02:50am · 0 Comments |
