Here is another dream/nightmare.
It was one of those night of blind rage night. Just simply throwing on my goggles and made my way to my motorcycle. I didn't have a destination, I was too angry to have one. The rain batted against my face as I raced down the highway, the cars were blurrs as I passed them. At this moment I surrendered to my thoughts and those thoughts came an image.
It placed me back in Montana, I was back on the side of the mountain after sneaking out of my house. The sun was setting yet there were many clouds in the sky, I sat next to an extinguished fire chewing on one of the smores I made. Behind me was the small group I acquainted myself with becuase of Kelsey (I am not willing to explain what our relationship once was or how it ended, too personal). She broke from the group to come talked to me. I remeber what she told me then, how she liked how the rain looked in the sun.
Kelsey: They look like crystals in the air, don't they ******?
'Like crystals in the air'. That echoed through my head and brought me back in reality. The street lights made the rain looked like crystals in the night. It was a good thing I came back in that time I was about to crash into the back of a semi truck, I quickly brought myself into another lane, but a car was speeding behind and nearly ran me over, I tried swerveing back into the lane I once was in. I smashed into the side of the semi, the car barely smashed into me. The semi stopped abruptly and it nicked me off course. I swerved into the guard rail nearly stopped but I got smashed by another car. I flew off my bike and skidded to a stop. With the collision with my motorcycle and the car exploded and it pushed me even further away. I laid in the middle of the road, memories upon memories cut in and cut out like a bad channel on tv. I opened my eyes and saw a light, it seemed to be burning but it kept getting brighter. I heard the honking of a horn. I couldn't move, too much pain. I can't get up. Then I woke up.
 Langendorfer · Mon Jun 09, 2008 @ 01:47am · 0 Comments |
