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Dream & Nightmare Log Book (D.N.L.B.)


Need I say another one? Please comment this one, I want to be insulted more than ****** ever. My eyes snapped open and I was in a embrace with Brianne. Now that I know the truth I push myself away from her. Part of the truth is, is that I can't love her. It is **** impossible, you all may say bullshit to this but I don't feel. Well I don't feel love in particular nor happiness. I feel pain, anger/hate, depression, loneliness, etc. If I continue to think about this, this would make me emo, but it doesnt really matter anymore does it. I'll give you the two main "emotions" I feel, apathy and hatred. People say I never loved her, soo if I never loved her then the emotions I felt for her were never real meaning that I was never real. heh is this how the **** world works?... I continued to walk away from her, I told her what I know and was told myself. Everything. She cried and she hated me for it, did I felt bad for it? I hated myself even more for her dismay but did I really feel for that either? Doesn't matter. She fell and I kept walking, dark hands were starting to take her. She screamed my name, I kept walking I never looked once. The end. Langendorfer** · Thu Mar 06, 2008 @ 02:03am · 0 Comments


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