night before last once again.
I was once again disembodied from the main dream I saw myself young again, I was 7. At this current moment I was walking back into my apartment alone again. I came back at a decent time, I finally learned the way home so my brother must have ditched me again. The sun was setting and the room was filling with its twilight, I looked into my mother's room and she was sleeping. Lately our life has been sucking, my brother broke many things and he pissed off the land lord alot, plus my mom's job was screwing her over. I walked away from the door. My brother was more than likely playing with the other childeren, he was always the popular one. Again I was all alone, regular life. As a child this was how my life usually was. I was starting to make dinner, ramen, afterwards I sat back at the table and just simplied cried. Lord I was so weak back then. I (as myself) turned and walked away from the weaker and with each step I took everything got darker until it went black.
The end
Langendorfer · Sat Mar 15, 2008 @ 03:01am · 0 Comments |