I couldn't sleep again so I snuck out of the dorm. I slid down hill near the moat that surrounds the school. I walked to the nearest gas station to buy a midnight snack. While walking I kept thinking about everything. My life, my future, my past, just everything. The answer I keep finding is the same, always has been, always will be, and no amount of words will change my mind about it. I'm nothing. I don't care to explain why I'm nothing, so if anyone feels like they should pipe up to ask you will not get a straight answer. I bought a slushie, hot cheetoes, and a chili dog for my snack. Then I continued to walk around a bit, talked to a few people here or there, had interesting discussions. In the end I came back to the dorm layed out my clothes, took a shower, and just kept going about my life.
 Langendorfer · Fri Mar 21, 2008 @ 01:01am · 1 Comments |
