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Just woke up from a nap.
I was in first person veiw, this time I was just myself. I appeared I owned my own residence. It wasn't much, I didnt even had to see it to know that. I rolled out of bed onto the floor, I crawled a little bit of the ways but eventually I was able to get on my two feet. Unstable but still standing I staggered into the bathroom, I turned on the sink to full heat to have the steam open up my head a little. I looked into the mirror and thats when I started hearing the voice that spilled through my brain like oil oozeing over a aquatic creature and eventually engulfing, suffocating it.
Hey there my gracious host. How have you been, I hope you dont mind that I make a few tweeks do you?
I looked in the mirror and saw a twitch under my skin, it looked to be a black vein poking out but then the mirror steamed up. After wipeing the mirror the vein was gone, perhaps just my imagination. I hurried off, I guess I had to be some where, but where? Regardless I walked in and saw my journal.
I remember you with that thing, always writing, always thinking about stuff. You were in your own little world. That was where you belong, in this world you---
I shut him out, I didnt want to hear the truth. I picked up the journal and put it on a book shelf, didnt imagine myself an avid book collector. I walked out into what is believed to be a makeshift living room. I grabbed my house keys and what I hoped were motor cycle keys (hate cars, theyre mobile death traps.). I took a quick look on the table cloth and saw a picture with me and Brianne.
Trying to shut me out, eh? I see. So I guess I have to put it into the ugly cold truth. In this world your live a lonely life, she (Bri) doesn't love you this is what throws you in a even lonlier life where no one ever understands you. But don't worry we won't give up becuase I truly understand.
I walked away from the picture and was about to walk out the door but then I had a splitting headache that crippled me to the ground. The room was shaking, shivering. I don't unerstand what the ******** is going on. I felt something move inside, I saw some black veins moving into veiw under my skin but when I blinked it went away.
We are one. We will know each other as if we have never been apart. Becuase thats what we do.
I felt even more squirming inside and the voice kept talking.
You know I do. I am reaching inside you, in every corner preaching our regular dark serenade.
I tried to say something but when I found that I couldn't I tried screaming but I couldn't do that either. I screamed inside my head to drown out the voice, no success. The headache continued and the movement beneath my skin kept going. Soon the veins were spreading everywhere, no matter how many times I blinked it didnt go away. Inside my head, all I can do was scream. I screamed, he screamed, we all screamed. But his scream was more of a laugh. The veins continued to spread. My eyes were starting to turn black. And then I woke up.
 Langendorfer · Mon Jun 02, 2008 @ 02:07am · 1 Comments |
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