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The life in a hyper, gay college student. ZOMG.
Just miscellaneous things about my day, I guess?
Alchy-Awesome! <3 It makes me feel happy that I inspired someone like that. n.n You'll have to drop me a PM sometime; I haven't talked to you in forever.

Shriekie: Scary-a** mofos works too. xd heart Just watch, we probably ran into you somewhere, with my luck. xD

RBR: I'd feel so bad if you sent me money. gonk heart It means the world to me that you offered, though. I love you too! <3 *huggle*

Zorbo: xD We'd have gotten kicked out for sure. And you know Jimmy, he wouldn't have agreed anyway. xd

Luther: Homigawd. xP We went to Texas, Arizona, Nevada, and Cali before going home.

Tensai: I've missed you so much. D: <3 It's definitely not unwelcome; I love any and all comments from you. I was pretty much speechless when I found out as well. Hope to be talking to you more later. x3

Noky: You should have told me you lived in Pennsylvania! xd heart

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Ugh. I'm feeling really depressed right now. I feel like some whiny, little emo kid putting all this crap on my journal, but meh...>.o;

I'm probably just being really paranoid, but it feels like no one on Gaia talks to me anymore. Which is most likely my fault. I want to drop a line to those I haven't talked to in a while, but I feel like it'd be unwelcome. ._.;

It was great seeing all my friends again, but now that I'm back home, I feel really restless. I got a letter from one of my closest friends explaining about how he feels as if I've changed ever since I found out about my HIV, and how he'd rather be hanging out with his girlfriend instead of consoling me in my angsty emo mood. D:

This feels like a high school soap all over again. XD;;

Eh. I really don't know how to phrase it. I just feel all empty inside.






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Shriekie
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commentCommented on: Fri Jan 06, 2006 @ 01:54am
Derek doesn't deserve to feel empty, and if anyone thinks so, they're answering to Shriekie, the scarier-a** non-mofo. I'm sure they'll understand. :X

And I'm more whiny emo kid than you, by the way.
And I love you in the "hooray Jounou my buddy" fashion, mmkay? That won't ever change. heart


commentCommented on: Fri Jan 06, 2006 @ 02:06am
-warm hug-



Your_NewLunarDoll
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Starfishy-chan
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commentCommented on: Fri Jan 06, 2006 @ 02:45am
I'ma call you, Derek...I had the weirdest feeling today, like the world was out of wack. And we all know when Derek's feeling depressed, the world's out of wack. I love you! <3


commentCommented on: Fri Jan 06, 2006 @ 09:25pm
Good God don't you ever hesitate to talk to me, I get lonely when no one talks to me...I'm a attention starved little gay boy!!!



[.Alchemize.]
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Engasia`
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commentCommented on: Fri Jan 06, 2006 @ 11:06pm
D: *.*...*tear* crying crying ... neutral ... cry ... ninja ...Z...O...M...G...
ITS okee yull besh lurved by your pathetic lowlifes on gaia... redface
...*runs for his life*


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