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Distance
Distance. What makes something so distance? Is it simply the physical distance, or the emotional distance one creates to keep oneself from being hurt later on. It never really made any sense to me until I really took the time to think. It was awful. I had been keeping myself distant from so many people that I became a hazzard to myself.
Why would I choose such a thing? Simple, I wanted to be alone. However, it went to far and now, I can't open up as much to others. I don't like spending a lot of time with people as far as out of school. No matter really, it's better this way, as I like to try and convince myself that.
Around and around, I go like a merry-go-round trying to go further but really going no where. Distance was all in my mind, and never could I really fully understand why, when, or where it is inside me.
Yes I have a rough exterior, but if you really take the time to know me, you will see, I have more to give and trully I am a gentle soul...if you can believe it.
I do hate though that many keep their distance from me. I'm sorry to say but it wont help you in becoming a better person. Think about it and maybe you will understand.
Distance...something no one should experiance.
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